I wish I didn’t like you so fucking much. I wish I wasn’t so fucking comfortable with you. I wish you wouldn’t fucking treat me this way. I wish you’d be fucking honest with me. I wish you would quit fucking around. I wish you’d just be real with me all the time. I wish you’d open up to me. I wish we never fucked. I wish I didn’t let myself do this to myself. I wish you’d fucking realize shit. I wish we could go back to when we were just friends. I wish I wasn’t so damn stupid. I wish I had the person I could go to to talk to about these things, but that person is you. 

I just fucking wish you’d tell me the damn truth. That’s all I want. Shit.